Tall Girl Ramblings

[I feel] I am a like-able person. It is rare for me to feel insecure about whether or not someone likes me.

[I feel] I have strong qualities that make me more qualified than others. Specifically in my job and in my interpersonal skills with others.

[I feel] I am aware of my faults. Some of those are: wearing my heart on my sleeve, keeping my mouth closed when I feel like something should be said, being bossy (dare I say, manipulative?) and criminally stubborn.

[I feel] I am guilty of craving positive feedback and attention more than I should. I will obsess over imperfections (not of the physical nature, but imperfect characteristics or performance).

[I feel] I am disarmed by snarky girlness or outright mean people. I never how to handle the situation so I usually just cry.

[I feel] I am a lover and a fighter. I love to love and I love people. I trust and love without prejudice and it's diffult for me to get mad at someone unless I know they meant to hurt me [or someone I love]. I'll have a conversation with anyone.

[I feel] I am meant to be a girl. I love every single bit of being a girl. I think we are art in every curve of our body, swish of our hair, color on our face and beat of our heart.

[I feel] I am skeptical of people girls that talk shit about other girls or are generally judgemental. I try very hard not to make company with girls like that and I try even harder not to be a girl like that.

[I feel] I am Christian, religious and spiritual. I also feel that all of those are seperate and not one requires the presence of the other. I believe in Jesus and that makes me a Christian. I believe in participating in holy acts, that makes me religious. I believe in feeling the holy spirit and feeling the spirits of people that have passed and I feel that makes me spiritual. I also believe that God equally loves and accepts all people as they are. I believe that being born gay is just the same as being born black, white, yellow or red. I believe that judgemental Christians give every Christian a bad name.

[I feel] I am a muscian. If I had free time and no restrictions I would play music professionaly for the rest of my life. Considering this is not a profitable lifestyle financially, I will probably never be able to do this. That will not stop the music running through my veins.

[I feel] I am done with this post for now.